It was SO DARK.
The never-ending ache in my stomach, the deadly silence in the humid summer midnight, with no one on the suburban streets, I felt a sense of ghost singing around. And I was heading home.
The dim streetlights, with tiny insects flying around, flickered. I stared at it for a while to relieve the pain; as if it was the only I should focus on. But I felt a sudden sharp ache from the stomach again, from the inside to the outside, from the belly to the muscles, from my veins to my brain, just suffering. How could I go back to my host family? Since I had been here in Canterbury for only two days, how could I adapt the life here? I was just an eleven-year-old girl. Why should I experience these things alone?
I squatted, grunting. The moon glimmered faintly through the mists, which was just a common night in Britain. Mom had always said that the Big Dipper could lead people home, however when I looked up into the black sky, there were nothing. Dad had always said that the earth was something you would rely on, however I could just breathe into my mouth the scent of grass growing in the mud, making me vomit.
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Cherry Orchard Street, Canterbury, Kent, England |
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The streets in the town at night |
Whispering, whispering…… I heard some whispering. Who? Who was there? Panicked, I turned around, without finding anyone standing behind me. I listened carefully, only to find my heart beating fast. I couldn’t help trembling. I heard the trills of my voice mixing with cicadas which might hide somewhere.
Phone? Yes, I could call the secure. Fumbling in the bag for the phone, I became more and more anxious. No, nothing was there! My phone, my camera, none of which was there! I had lost them on the coach back and could never go home. Because of guilt and agony, I wanted to cry, but I couldn’t. I gritted my teeth, with sweat went down my back, breathed deeply and hard.
Looking at my watch, it was 12 o’ clock in the midnight.
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